ANARCHY – Chapter I: I, the sinner – XXIX

ANARCHY

• CHAPTER I

“I, the sinner”

[ XXIX ]

“To feel what you are. To feel what your place is, into this world. Individuality. Unique, singular, individual, who lives the life it has been given to it. To the most of what Humanity is all about, to the better of what is being Humane. That is indeed, a challenge, in a world that by its artificial construct upon Reality, dictated from the shadow, by a whole hierarchy stratified by variety of levels, reveals Deceit. To adapt into such a world in which Deceit plays a major role in the people’s lives, means Sentience.

But what is a Sentient being?! What is to be felt, about it? The problem is.. at some point, Complex, by Reason, for only through Conscience, someone could truly understand the Depth, effectively, and such a necessity to develop Awareness, manifesting through the Humane. To be Humane, involves Sacrifice.

Could I be humane? But would be a question, of an IF, – while recognizing in me – in my own – Self – the projection coming out, throughout my entire being, from inward, outward, of what is Soul, as a unique Identity by which being humane, is connected to Consciousness?! Each time when I look inside me, beyond any darkness, there is this spark of life, that flickers, into the stormy lands of the mind. For Mind itself, it becomes harmful, as much as healing; that is because of being – humane – that which is between two natures. The angelic side, connects to the Light, which is the source of Truth, who indicates a Creator – God Almighty. There can not be else than oscillations coming from personal disbelief, or from the acquired knowledge of mankind, as well as from the factors contributing to my growing into such a cruel world, that points out Confusion, instead Clarity. For Clarity of Thinking resides in the primary routing of the Essence of Conscience – to be Conscious – involves Self-discipline, into what is Deceit. Only through being humble, one could overcome the spirit of the world, and to be humble, requires to look inside and discover the sinful nature, as only through acceptance of weakness, of lack of knowledge, as much as of any other impediment standing between the recognition of what is Self and the projection of Ego, one understands the Veil. For this Veil is connected to the spiritual Realm, and is beyond common thinking capacity of humans, into discernment of Reality, – what seems to overcome what happens while projecting from these two – Self and Ego – is only Awareness through Consciousness.”

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To be continued…

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